Atikah,18.
On the 7 May.
Single.
I'm known as the talkative girl.
I hate unwanted people & etc.
Respect me & I'll respect you,that's fo'sure(:.
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ikah_skatergerlz27@hotmail.com.
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I selalu ingt things tk akan change. The bestfren that i got dulu was gg to be with me forever. But time change. Ppl changes too. And i barely even recognise u now. If only i knew u didnt change one bit frm bad to worst,i will nt accept the engagement coz i knw once we get engaged more shit will happen and more difficult for us to let go. On the first month of engagement was ok until i found the maisarah case. Following with jai again and nisa and noora pulak. I guess u are nt ready to settle down and that marrying me is just a way of keeping how i am like arwah mama abit. But once i change due to the things that had happened. I tend to be controlling and etc u cant accept me. But u ask me to accept u coz u cant be the old syafiq. And i cant be the old atikah. And since u tk nk work things out and accept each other kekurangan then i guess i will just follow what u say. U cnnt continue with us coz we fight so much. And i cant continue coz u are nt trying to fhm i.

[8/17, 11:59 AM] Nur Atikah Azzahar: Ive not only gg to lose my fiance. But i losing my bestfren, my soul mate and a big part of my life that i had sacrifice so much to be where i am now

[8/17, 12:04 PM] Nur Atikah Azzahar: I will try my best to tell my parents abt us and i hope they will understand that maybe we da tk serasi and that giving up was for the best fr both of us

[8/17, 12:05 PM] Nur Atikah Azzahar: Deep down inside i cant give up on u. But its the best for u. I hope u will find peace after this without me arnd.

[8/17, 12:06 PM] Nur Atikah Azzahar: Thank u for always being there for me dulu. And all the things we had gone thru. I tk menyesal. I just cant believe all those things we hold on for almost 7 years will be gone. But everyone will leave us one day kn.

[8/17, 12:09 PM] Nur Atikah Azzahar: I cant bring ur mum back to have u back. Im not god. If i can exchange my life to have ur mum back i would. Coz i would do anything to see u smile and be happy again. Im sorry u had to lose ur mum and atok. And im sorry i cant do anything to bring them back to life and be just enough to lessen ur burdens and pain

I just felt like i had lost my soul while typing all of this. And the pain is so painful that i wish someone should had just stab me instead of feeling this way.
I guess thats the end of our story.