OMG!!!I'm freaking bored to the max.
I have no idea why i even want to blog this blog of mine.
Having off is so bored.
Having work is so tiring.
What do i actually want.?
I'm not so sure myself,
Life been up and down.
So many hypocrites around.
I'm so sick of them.
I'm not even sure who to believe.
Just gonna follow my instinct.
That would be th e best way for me now.
Friends are no where to be found.
Secondary and Poly friends are both busy with their own stuff.
I want to go out today.
But i am just freaking lazy to move my butt out.
People are all excited about the F1.
While for me,i have no interest in it.
E and me are drifting away.
No msges or calls.
So i treat it as "lets just be friends".
Sometimes i hate myself.
Why do i always care about people feelings so much and didn't bother my own.
It was like this too when i was in a r/s.
Now when i'm single,things like this still happen.
What do get from the patience.
NOTHING!
I'm just gonna be left hurt while they are all having fun.
Why give hope when theres no promise to be a happily ever after.
How dumb can i be not to notice that people are just playing on me.
Not referring to anyone.
But it just that sometime,i feel do helpless and clueless
I don't know what gonna happen to me next.
Life are so complicated sometime.
Gonna just let time solve the feelings i'm having.
The song "love the way you lie" is perfect for my situation. ):
Atikah,18.
