What am i left with.Nothing right.
Second party will remain second right
It's my risk.
But i chose to go for it.
So who's now feeling the hurt.
Myself.
There's no one to be blame except for me.
I'm not being paranoid or anything.
But i'm a person who needs attention.
When i don't get it.
This is how i am.
Paranoid.
I'm lucky that school reopens tomorrow.
At least i won't be thinking about him 24/7.
Karma strikes and it strikes twice.
I hate being stress.
Because what i will do is
EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT.
I ate a lot today.
I had nasi lemak for breakfast.
Then chips,then rice,then pasta and more junk food.
I have to control my eating.
I promise!
Bake Marble Cake with mum today.
The color is very pretty.
Instead of the typical chocolate,we made it PINK!!
ME LIKE IT!!
Not sure what to wear tomorrow!!
Meeting Shane during lunch!!
YAY!!
She helps me a lot today.
Without her, i would probably break down by now.
I may had dislike her last time.
But things change.
She made me stronger.
She made me feel that i'm needed.
She knows what i'm going through right now.
I appreciate so much!
Thanks for the encouragement words.
You change my mood entirely.
Thank you SAYANG!!!
Atikah,18.
