I should update this blog of mine
I'm not that active at tumblr too.
Life been busy.
I like it this way.
At least i have something to do rather than sit at home and do nothing.
Work on Saturday and Sunday
From 12.30 to closing.
Dead tired.
Went home alone.
With music blasting.
Have to distract myself from thinking too much.
I've been thing unnecessary stuff.
With family,friends and other.
Things with mom is resolve.
Things at work too.
I may be selfish but i have to do what i need to do.
I really should start thinking about myself than putting others first.
I'm not staying that i'm that good bitch but i tends to too nice to people.
While the fact is that i'm not.
Maybe i'm afraid of karma.
I don't want karma to strike again.
Maybe what is happening is all my fault for my past.
But what is done is done
I apologize to whom i had hurt
It's not my intention but it just happened.
I'm not perfect and this things just had happened.
Trust is not there so why should i think too much.
Saying you trust me is not enough.
Because actions speak louder than words.
Remember when u always asked me if i really when to school.
Fuck yeah i was at school.
U should actually see my attendance.
I'm a person who attends school diligently.
It proves that u don't trust me.
If i can trust u after all the lying u did to everyone,why can't u trust me.
I'm not giving excuses to prove that i was wrong.
But its not anyone's wrong.
This is fate.
Its just that i chose to go with the fate first.
Love does not matters if there is no trust.
You may say u are a honest person but it is up to us to judge you.
So i think that its up to the person what they think is important to them.
Life please be nice to me from now on okay.
Atikah,18.
