Its Monday.
I had a head aching sunday.
It went well in the morning.
But in the afternoon,headache just had to come.
Took the panadol in the office.
Pop two of it and went back at 8.
Reached home,passed mom the dried mango.
She just love it.
I love it too!!
Bought only two yesterday.
I'm not working in the weekdays this week.
I'm so thankful for it.
Lesser time for work but longer time for me.
I need to stay at home and reflect on my life.
My life is going upside down.
I need to decide what i want in life.
I can't just stay here and being left hanging.
I'm nothing to u already.
I can feel it.
Try to make it normal,but its not.
Its different now.
And u know it.
I need to choose the best for me.
Shane liar!!
Never contact me till now!
I'm waiting bitch!
I thought i can forget it.
But i can't.
People are the reason why i can't forget.
Having lesser time at work is good actually.
I can have my sleep and also my time now.
No more a good girl who go work everyday.
I have my life.
I need my life back.
Move on now.
People don't need me so why stay.
It obviously.
Who's being priorities?
Not me right.
I'm tired of being patience.
People took it for granted.
I'm left heartbroken.
I may look strong.
But i'm not.
I can't just sit here and think that everything gonna be okay when i know its not.
I'm sorry
But i just can't do this anymore.
It's up to you now
You can have all your time with her now.
I'm tired of giving in.
When i know that they will not give in to me.
I'm not changing but i just need to decide for my life.
I can't sit here and let fate answer this.
Have a wonderful life with her.
Be faithful.
Take care of your health.
I'm still here IF you need me.
Goodbye~
xoxo
Atikah,18.
