I've been feeling lonely again.Sometimes i feel like crying so loud .
I'm having emotion breakdown.
Seems like no one would understand me.
People might say they do,but i think no.
Because i don't know what i'm going through right now.
Days after days,a lot of things is playing in my head.
I'm thinking too much now a days.
My heart is not at ease.
I should start to pray again.
Since i skipped praying,i've been getting this feelings.
I may look whinny and all.
But it hurts actually hearing that
Just that i kept quite and act like it is all jokes.
Jokes are funny but it actually hurt someone feelings.
I'm not supportive or anything but think about my feelings too okay.
No,i don't have anyone to talk to.
If i do have,they will just think i'm stupid.
Because i'm thinking about things that i shouldn't think at all.
But thats my point.
I'm thinking too much.
Yes,i'm running to blog instead.
Friends don't last forever right.
Sometimes u feel that they are the world to u.
But after not being there for a few days,all change.
I'm like a stranger.
I think i should quit work soon.
I have no passion to the work already
I can;t even concentrate at work.
I keep on daydreaming that the customer have to attract my attention
I just need my holiday.
I want to lie on the bed and not to think anything.
I should do that today.
I will lie there until i sleep.
Why i'm like crying now.
No clue -.-
Atikah,18.
