I'm feeling lost right now.
I hate staying at home with nothing to do.
Cause thats when i will start thinking about a lot of things
About my life
About my future
Am i doing the right thing
Its wrong wanting more than one right
But its not my intention
The way the relationship made me like this.
Being neglected made me do this
But at the end of the day,i am still single.
So does it make me a cheater.
No right
I am nobody's property.
I can't choose the second want
Even though ppl say we have to choose the second one
Cause we will not cheat on the first if we love the guy deeply.
But i dont think that way.
Cause we wouldn't be guilty if don't love the first one
Its clear that the second is just for entertainment
But when things seem serious now.
I have to let go.
I shouldn't be leading him longer.
Stop thinking about the thing that you're going to lose.
But think about the family too
Yes,i have been going out without my parents knowing.
Riding,going out from Singapore.
LIES.
REPENT ATIKAH.