The only thing will be you. I'm not ready to not having you in my life. I know that i will never ever be prepared for that. Like you always say 'we do not know what's the future going to be like'. But i really wish that my future is you though. 

Too many people and things leaving me all the time but not you please. I need you in my life. You've been the light that shine on me when i feel so dark inside me. Never knew that i could be so attached to you. 

Its only been two days since i start working and not doing things that we used to, but i already felt that it had been two years. I miss waiting under your block for hours cause you refuse to wake up. I miss calling you umpteen times just to wake you up to meet me. I miss playing in the rain with you. I miss hugging you when there's thunder and lightning. I miss having breaks with you. I miss laughing out loud about anything. 

I know i can still meet you but i just miss meeting you everyday. Now, its hard for us to meet since we have different working time. When i end work,you start work. Sucks big time. 

But I'm still thankful that you are still here for me. Not literally but i can still feel your presence though. 

Everything need sacrifices right but i will never sacrifice what we have for anything! 

Love you bestie!❤