Screw this feelings. Heart broke into million pieces. Speechless. No words can describe this sucky feelings i'm having.
Im not bothered with you having less time for me. I've been in the same situation but i think i manage it well than you. How long will it takes for you to move on.
How long will it takes for me to get my best friend back. I don't anything else but just my best friend back.
Someone who is strong and always be there when i feel the world is crashing down on me. But now,i feel so weak and helpless.
I can't do much to help you but to be just be there for you when you need me. But without me knowing,i'm hurting myself so bad.
Only god knows how i'm feeling right now. It sucks. It sucks so bad.
But to think again, god will only test them on their ability to handle the situation. If this what i have to go through to be happy,i give in. There's too much that i need to hold and take to have my best friend back.
Sometimes i hate myself for the things that i brought to myself. I'm stupid i guess.
Atikah,18.
