Some things just have its limit. How foolish i was thinking that everything was like how it used to be. Wake up atikah
You're just his bestfriend. Remember how he always emphasize on the best friend. Get the clue please.
I didn't know being worried was being over-protective. Stop caring and let him do what ever he wants. He's single anyway so why bother.
Find your happiness. If he wants it that way,just accept it. You can't force something that's not meant to be. What ever you do wont be enough to show him that you need him and you don't want to lose him. Because why,it is too risky.
I'm not afraid of the risk because i know it's worth taking the risk. But just because of one mistake or two makes him lost the trust in you. Lost the trust that you can be happy together. Maybe keeping me hanging is the only way to make everything better.
You are left with only two months to spend time with him before he goes NS. Make it last. Stop making things difficult for him. He will eventually leaves you when you're acting like a paranoid and over-protective bitch.
Everything is going too far. He's happy when you're with him but when he's on his own stop feeling so attached. It's gonna kill you at the end of the day.
The pain you get everyday is enough. Stop doing this to yourself. But maybe i'm just used to the pain and i keep going through it over and over again.
Just let nature do it course for you ok atikah. No point chasing when the other party is avoiding. It takes two hand to clap.
Self-evaluation.
Atikah,18.
