Atikah,18.
After two years,here i am again. With the same person and same things that goes along with it.
People may say after two years things will be better. It did for 5 months. I thought i was the happiest lady in this world and that ntg can ever comes in between that happiness. But everything came crashing down on fri.
Hell. Thats what i can describe the feeling.
I dont even know how many tears i had shed since then. And it is all my fault i guess. Me and my anger and mouth. Nothing will ever sticks to me. Nothing. People one by one leaves me or changes.
When u thought that u will never have to rant and write anything on a diary or blog coz u thought that u already had that covered. Well i guess i will need this space to vent my anger or rant my feelings.
Those cold shoulders treatment is the worst. Its like it kills u slowly than having to fight and settle the issue at the same spot.
How can someone just change in a day. The day before everything was fine until it snaps. And everything is like a hurricane destroying all the houses and things that u love. But this hurricane took my pillar of strength. My listening ear. My shoulder to lean on when i need to cry.
Maybe i am not meant to be happy. Maybe
