Its been a few months now that i am engaged to the person whom i thought was just a past.
Am i happy? Yes
Am i ok with life being engaged? No
Its only 3 months since we engaged and i think i had gone thru hell.
Why is it so hard for u to be faithful and honest to me.
Why?
Sometimes i dont want to continue all of this. But i am not strong enough to move on. I am nt strong enough to stay away frm u.
What u did to me was so painful. Maybe i deserve it too but it hurts so much. I dont even knw i can ever trust u on anything.
There are alot of things that u hid frm me. U said u are nt talking to anyone. Yes just friends. But when i ask if u talk to the person u said no.
But i have proofs that says the opposite.
How long more must i be like this. I want to be loved.